words.

Don‘t be scared, they‘re just words.
They won’t hurt you. Right?

collection of letters

lights

cloud

left

we are one

some words

me

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

we are one

goodbye hurts, it hurts so much
but it’s time to grow, time to reflect—time apart, that’s something new
something we didn’t experienced before
we both look sad
don’t know what to say, don’t know what to expect
all those times (walking together)
it’s changing nowand you’re scared that we won’t be here
thinking of coming back and we‘re gone
c'mon, c'mon, c'mongoodbye hurts, it hurts so much
but it’s time to grow, time to reflectit won’t be long
let’s hold on, hold, hold on
just a bit longer, don’t doubt, even apart
(we will protect)
waiting for all of us being together
and our bond will grow—the last words were said
taking steps back, walking away
and loneliness seeks in
remembering all of our moments
walking together, it always felt comfortable
reaching for the supporting handbut you doubt, will it still be the same
expect broken promises
c'mon, c'mon, c'mongoodbye hurts, it hurts so much
but it’s time to grow, time to reflectit won’t be long
let’s hold on, hold, hold on
just a bit longer, don’t doubt, even apart
(we will protect)
waiting for all of us being together
and our bond will grow—days to count before we meet again
time apart hurts
but it helps us grow
helps us reflect
will we have changed at time we meetgoodbye hurts, it hurts so much
but it’s time to grow, time to reflectit won’t be long
let’s hold on, hold, hold on
just a bit longer, don’t doubt, even apart
(we will protect)
waiting for all of us being together
and our bond will grow—and when we see each other again
you see our feelings didn’t change
so many stories to tell
so many feelings to share
our bond will grow even more from now
but we will always stay as one

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

cloud

rain drops falling
I feel the weight of your absence
rain drops falling-I see so much and hear you, too
But it’s not enough
I listen and watch you but I know it’s not enough
It is loud but I still feel lonely
No laugh, no feeling of togetherDo you see or hear me, too?
Thoughts of you running in circles
Clouds prevent my vision
But the rain doesn’t bother me
The coolness is spreading on my body
My look to the sky is cloudedThe words “I miss you” aren’t enough
They don’t come close to how I feel
I try to move on
not to move away from you
but still to move on-I see so much and hear you, too
But why do I still feel so lonely
Your absence weights heavy on me
I struggle to feel happiness without you
You are here but also not close enough
No laugh, no feeling of togetherDo you see or hear me, too?
Questions of you thinking of me
Clouding my vision
The rain still doesn’t bother me
I see my breath and
My look to the sky is still cloudedThe words “I miss you” aren’t enough
They don’t come close to how I feel
I try to move on
not to move away from you
but still to move on-To don’t feel your warmth
Makes me freeze more then the cold rain
I see you but not close enough
I hear you but not loud enough
The rain bothers me
And the clouded sky blocks my viewThe words “I miss you” aren’t enough
They don’t come close to how I feel
I try to move on
Never to move away from you
I’ll never be able to
but need to move onI feel the weight of your absence
And the rain doesn’t stop
But I try to take one last look to the clouded sky and open my umbrella
Take one step at a time and move on
rain drops falling

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

lights

On
On
The lights go on
I look at you
It was empty without you
All the lights around you are blending
But I can’t take my eyes of youAll the lights around you but I only see you
Something changed
It’s you
You look hesitant and nervous
So small and
You smile
But it doesn’t reach your eyesOn
On
The lights go on
I want to take your hand
Tell you I’m by your side
But you
You press your hands together
Try to cover
Your smile doesn’t reach your eyes
On
On
The lights go onAll the lights around you make you nervous
You wait for it
The drop
But nobody asks
Your playing, distracting, you try to cover
I see you and you smile
But it doesn’t reach your eyesOn
On
The lights go on
I want to take your hand
Tell you I’m by your side
But you
You press your hands together
Try to cover
Your smile doesn’t reach your eyes
On
On
The lights go onAt the end I’ll take your hand in mine
Walk with you side by side
And tell you
I’ll wait until I see your smile reach your eyes again

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follow

I lay my head on the table
Just close my eyes
And listen to your voice
-
My anxiety kicks in
A tear runs down my cheek
Nervousness over comes me so easily
Makes me weak
Forces my mind to race
I have trouble stopping it
It’s building so easily
Everything moves so fast
And I know it’s my fear of fear itselfBut you speak of tomorrow and I just close my eyes
My head feels so heavy
Please slow it down
I try to follow your words
Hands are cold but maybe tomorrow
Don’t open them yet
Just slowly follow the wordsYou don’t see it
If you ask I won’t say it
Only if you read you know how I feelMy head feels so intense
I just want to lay down
A tear escapes
-
It feels to heavy
But your voice is what helps me to calm down
My feet are cold
I‘m tired
And it’s closing in again
Like wave tubes
I know it’s not over yet
Again trouble stopping it
But I know it’s only my fear of fear itselfBut you speak of tomorrow and I just close my eyes
My head feels so heavy
Please just slow it down
I try to follow your words
Hands are cold but maybe tomorrow
Don’t open them yet
Just slowly follow the wordsYou don’t see it
If you ask I won’t say it
Only if you read you know how I feelI never wanted to put you on this pedestal
Is it too much?
To impose this burden on you was never my intention
Finding someone to be my anchor was not my goal
I always wanted to be my own
Not to put the burden on anyoneAnd here I am
Tormented by remorse
That your words help me
Help me not to lose myself
And I just follow your words of tomorrowYou don’t see it
If you ask I won’t say it
Only if you read you know how I feel
It’s not my first time writing about it
But maybe my first letting anyone read it

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

left

I don’t remember clearly
How did it come so far?
It’s bugging me that I can’t remember
But it doesn’t matter nowI still remember the feeling when I left
I walked away
Pushed you and the memories away
Years
I was too young but I left you behind-I couldn’t visit you
I was selfish and too young
Didn’t see the consequences
I thought only about how it‘d hurt me
But my selfishness hurt you moreI still remember the feeling when I left
I just walked away
Pushed you and the memories away
Years
I was too young but left you behind-I feel guilt
My selfishness
Anxiety and hurt
Buried deep inside
I can’t forget
I wasn’t by your side at your last day
I just walked out of this houseI still remember the feeling when I left
I just walked away
Pushed you and the memories away
Years
I was too young but left you behindI’ll never forgive myself that I wasn’t with you
But I try to be there this time
I’ll be there this time

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

just a small collection of words

invisible

sometimes i want to be alone,
alone on my own.
no questions and no decisions to make,
if, only for myself.sometimes i want to be invisible.
and sometimes i am.

reaching

is it just me,
that can’t see further then the darkest ground?i hope i won’t miss your hand, if you reach out.
but if my heart colors dark will you be even around?

mindfull

my mind is spinning
but i ain’t movingmy mind is working
but i’m freezingmy body is tiring,
my soul is tiring
but my mind,
my mind is still screaming

state of the sea

when the storm comes by
the sea is rough, deep and hurtfulwhen the storm leaves
the sea is still rough, deep and hurtfulit takes time to calm it down
time that waves die downwaves that let emotions surface
waves that let bodies stirbut both won’t easily calm down.
even after the storm moved on.

imagine

it feels different
like i never actually knew youlike something shifted
when i see and read anything newit’s as if i imagined it allmissing touches, missing stares
missing it much, everything i caredis it cuz you’re not even here
creeping feels of clawing fearit’s as if i imagined it alllike it’s not even real
or wore you always just a shieldcuz it seems, i imagined it all.

anymore

like a sudden thunder storm
lightning my mindyears of being close
always being by your side,
and hearing the sound of your voicefeeling of comfort and home
that’s what you arebut like a sudden icy rain
pouring my mindyears of feeling you within reach
are now so farand i don’t recognize you anymore
moves and words so foreign on meheart seem frozen by a blow
were i just seeing wrong
or did you wronged me all alongcuz feeling of comfort and home
that’s what you werebut to a surprise, not are anymore

autumn sun

why did we say
things to hurt the most
why did we change
how it was before
and why did we smile
and didn’t mean it onceshine like autumn sun,
oh, autumn sunor why can’t we just go
back to how it waswhen we shined like autumn sun
oh, shined like autumn sun

change

was it me that changed
and didn’t see the signsor was it you that changed
and didn’t see the linescomfort and home were words i called you then
inspiration and sadness did you balance till the endi guess it was us that changed all along
but only me that‘s looking back and writing a song

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Yoo So-ri - 유소리 / Sarah

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about me

sarah
she/her / europe / infp
☼ libra ☾ aquarius ↑ capricorn

Hi, I‘m Sarah but my writer name is 유소리 - Yoo So-ri and I‘m old enough to be your big sister :) I’m a Hufflepuff that always wanted to be in House Ravenclaw.
I like art in all its forms, such as music, painting, film, dancing and writing.
I tend to write when I’m troubled and emotional. I like writing because it’s my outlet and helps me reflect on myself. So this is a heads-up, if you don’t like emotional or even melancholic thoughts, you won’t find any fun here :)As always, stay happy & healthy!

random facts

- my fav animal is an orca
- i don’t like artificial strawberry taste
- my fav anime shows are “cowboy bebop” and “one piece”, but “jjk” is growing on me
- i like “the heart pirates” and therefore “trafalgar d. water law”
- i’m part of the lgbtqi+ community
- i like astronomy, the ocean and my dog